**Due May 2009**

What a bonus- having a chef BIL!!! Any pics ladies??

I want it to be sunny- it isnt.

I have a question- just wanted to run it by u guys...
I have had a throbing headache for 4 days, and feel like iv been stomped on by an elephant. Im always tired, which is nothing new, but more so now. That feeling of really low blood pressure yknow.
I also have really swollen gums, like when I was preggo.

Anyway- I only really thought this morning- perhaps i should poas??

Thing is I had AF this month already- and there was only 1 chance of conception in the last 2 months- that was 2 months ago!
Could 5 days of AF (ussually 7)be considered implantation bleeding? It was pretty heavy.

I know people say that 2nd pregnancies can be totally different... Id be so completely shocked if i was... as Im not nauseous i dont feel at all preggo. In fact i would be really worried if i was- considering the wine consumption on a few nights this month!

I think I just talked myself into thinking I have a virus, or something... I cant be----- right?? I guess the fact Im writing this proves Im not sure.
Oh God listen to me-

Padded room anyone??

Ooh Kat pee pee pee!!

We are just back from a week in Samoa - H LOVED it, told anyone who'd listen that he was on " rocket plane to Samoa". Don't know where he got the rocket plane from lol. He got real tanned and blond and looks like a total beach bum - and LOVED the Samoan bands in resorts, would go up to the front and dance with them!He also started weeing in the toilet, YAY! So much easier when it's hot and he can run around without nappy on, I imagine it will be a bit harder in the NZ winter, will have to stock up on lots of cheap trackies with elastic bands for him. I think he is so ready for TT so I don't want to wait till next summer.

He is also cutting his molars - ARGH - and little miss just cut two front teeth, last night H was up 3 times and M every 45-1 from 9pm to 6am. Hopefully a better night tonight!!

KitKat - PM/Facebook me your address, I will send you a few in the post. You can not keep us in suspense all that time! Seriously, I have loads of internet cheapies left since we got UTD first month trying

SK - ugh that sound hideous. Hope you have a better night tonight

Hi all! Have tried to keep up with posts now and then but then seem to forget what l have read.

Mum went back to the UK this week. It has been really hard to deal with and l feel incredibly mean for raising the boys here so they dont see her and vice versa. I also will really miss her as she was amazing with both boys and me. It makes me dislike my MIL even more which is something l will need to work thru as l am stuck with her.

Ollie is doing great, complete 2 yr old rascal. Everything is, l dont want to, no way, stop it etc. Wonder where he gets that from?....oops lol. He spends alot of time in time out and l am constantly telling him off but l can't see what else to do.

Unfortunately after me saying we had avoided reflux it hit us like a ton of bricks when l finally realised that that's what all the screaming, unsettledness etc was. So Will is on meds now and much better thank goodness. Still wakes 1-2 hrly overnight tho and only the odd 20 min sleep during the day. Resorted to a dummy which has been fantastic. He doesn't have it at night or all the time so once things settle l hope l'll be able to get rid of it without to much trouble.

Well better go before the 20 min sleep has been and gone! SpecialK, KTPie and Stefany3 let me know if you fancy a catch up. Can do Mon and Fridays.

Edited by tibby

Oh Tibby- Im sorry youve had another refluxy bub... Dummies are awesome for it, there are studies about the actual benefits of dummies/sucking for reflux too which I thought was interesting.
We are gonna wait till the second molars are through, then go cold turkey I think. Biff the dummy.

I would be lost without my mum... I found it so hard in Dnd with MIL...(and FIL tbh) which all turned to custard eventually- she really was psychotic in the end!
Skype is good if you can.

Well- Results ladies:
BFP

Crimson Wave broke.
I was definately panicking... Thanks for listening to my ramblings as usual.

I hope you all get some sleep soon..

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhh

lol


I meant BFN!!!!!!!!!!!!


see- no brain.
Im going to go and hide in shame now.

Hehe

Was thinking it's prob easier to go to someones house too. Happy to come to you. Just need to agree on which monday?

I'm keen! We are normally free most afternoons but I am a bit nervous about traffic coming back...?