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Posted: 01 May 2009 at 4:14pm |
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Well i had my appointment with the MH Psyc today they have put me on valium and are going to be changing my meds.
I know it is a good thing and things will start to look up soon but i cant help but feel like a complete failure and mess!
I just cant cope with myself or my daughter and now someone who thinks of me as there sisters husband is sending these horrible emails.
I am finding it so hard to cope with life at the moment, ive suffered a miscarriage, my dad is in and out of hospital my closet freind doesnt seem to mind the things her husband is saying to me plus numerous other things.
I am just so over things and just feel so overwhelmed and like the world has just exploded into pieces around me.
I suppose it doesnt help either that i dont know many people so i feel really lonely and not very confident in what i am doing. Plus or financial situation is such that we have to live with DH parents as we cant afford to rent.
Thanks for letting me rant, it just helps a little to let it out.
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Posted: 03 May 2009 at 7:48pm |
Hugs hunny Flutterby is right you're doing much better than you think! Its hard to believe that when your head is being hateful though 
The miscarriage certainly doesn't help with the hormonal side of things I totally know that - it tripled how bad I got.
Catch big hugs XOXOXOXOX
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Posted: 04 May 2009 at 7:54pm |
Thanks guys, That really helps, i am just having such a hard time at the moment with so much going on.
The valium is helping a little bit, but the sh*t keeps rolling in and i am getting it for sharing my feelings in a supposed safe and supportive environment in here and for sharing with my friends.
I just feel like the world is a horrible place at the moment. 
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Posted: 04 May 2009 at 8:53pm |
Ae? You're getting it for this thread?? From who?? Good grief hun its perfectly normal and healthy to talk about how you feel, in fact it helps with the getting better process!
Forgot to send you hugs its not a bad world theres just sometimes bad stuff to deal with. You'll get through this 
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Posted: 04 May 2009 at 9:47pm |
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I can understand that the person in question doesnt want everyone to know what is going on.
But i figure this is a forum for people suffering with PND and in it we can share with each other what is troubling us in a supportive and caring environment.
Im not naming names or pointing fingers and barely focusing on that one issue that the person is angry about, it is just one mention in a line of many but they are angry i had the nerve to discuss it here in this forum.
i like that we all understand each other as we have all been through it or are going through it. And we dont have to pretend to be strong and nothing bothers us.
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Posted: 04 May 2009 at 9:48pm |
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forgot to say it makes me scared to say anything that i feel
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Posted: 05 May 2009 at 10:40am |
Aww hunny I'm sorry you're having a tough time. Its good to be able to express how you feel in a safe environment and thats what this should be!
If the person in question doesn't want everyone to know whats going on then maybe they should deal with the problem so theres nothing to hide?
Hows your dad doing?
Do you get a break from your daughter?? Daycare twice a week is my break and I love every second 
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Posted: 05 May 2009 at 11:33am |
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He is okay at the moment they have him on meds and are sending him an appointment for an ultrasound. Im worried because he is my moms primary caregiver as she has multiple sclerosis that has her pretty much confind to a wheelchair. So i worry that the whole situation adds to there stress.
I havent told them about myself so they have nothing to worry about .
Alexa goes 3 days a week, but that is for a break and at this point i am not that good at providing for her some days.
which is not fun to admit too.
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Posted: 05 May 2009 at 7:35pm |
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Do you have a group of IRL friends to chat to, meet with, etc? I mean ones who have kids already and wouldn't be afraid to talk about this stuff in person. It's bound to help.
I'm sorry you're getting a rough time for talking about depression. I think we'd all like to be depression-free mums but in reality, there is a big load of stress on mums/dads/families today and it's one of those scary topics that no one really likes to talk about or admit to. Hugs though.
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Posted: 09 May 2009 at 8:05pm |
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Hi.....you know its a funny thing, all of us are lonely in some sort of way....I have three beautiful children however, Im extremley lonely....I think you are just fab and brave speaking out and getting help, theres ab no point in holding all those yucky feelings inside....Good on you
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