am i a bad mum ???

i was on anti depressnts for a while but ii stoped taking them because i was feeling much better and i hate taking pills and i gag every time i do... but for the past two or three weeks im feeling like i dont like or love mila anymore ( i know what kinda mother does that!!!!) shes just so frustrating because her exzema and crys all the time and iches i dont know whet to do when she like that and when i have to change her nappy its like a war to stop her from itching and i have to do it alone most of the time i feel like braking down every time. i havint told anyone alce this because i know how bad it sounds and i know my mum would just think im being stupid and that im just feeling sorry for my self!! any advise would be great thank you

Aww huge hugs huns. You are defintely not alone and having those feelings hun. Sounds like a trip back to the Gp for a chat is a good idea. Sorry to hear about Mila eczema being so bad. I really hope it becomes easy to control as she gets older.

Take care and again huge cyber hugs coming your way!

i have been in this situation before - i had depression after having Bailey and i was so afraid to tell anyone! and i still feel stupid telling anyone! but when i tell people who were around when i first had Bay they generally say that they already knew! because i would never leave the house, i would never pull my curtains, nor clean my house etc!.
I let it go to far past the stage of 'not getting on' with my child and i now have alot of struggles with Bailey 4years later!!! - i still dont feel like he is my child! so good on you! for doing something about it! and i definately dont think you are a bad mum for thinking that!

hey ive got my docs appt today im hoping she wont tell me off for stoping my pills!    nothing is getting better ive had two breaks since my last post, im happy when im out mut as soon as i know ive got to go home i get bad again and milas all happy with her dad but as soon as i walk in the door all she does is cry untill shes in bed!!

Good on ya for booking in with the Doc. And if they advise you to go back on the meds then go back on the meds, girl!!! Lots of people stop taking them for different reasons, so you sure won't be the first person they've seen who stopped them only to find it didn't work out so well. Hey, one way to find out, right? It's a tricky thing to predict, so don't beat yourself up about it - I guess you had to stop them to know how it'd go, and some time further down the track, you'll probably stop them and find it works great for you. Hang in there, and no, you're not a bad mum!!

How did your appointment end up going???