I had an Ectopic Pregnancy 8 months ago( pregnancy in the fallopian tube). The whole experience has left me feeling sad, alone, and missing the baby that could never have been.
Not to mention the ordeal that I went through needing Emergency surgery, almost dying and losing not just a baby but a fallopian tube aswell.
I am now needing to have IVF . I am wanting another baby so badly and the wait for IVF is killing me. I feel like a horrible person when I get jealous of friends that are having babies. I should be happy for them but I cry in self pity. I hate seeing young teenages pregnant and smoking.. why should they get a baby !
my due date is coming up soon ( 6th May 2010) I know this day is going to be hard. I really thought that by this time I would have another little bubs on the way. I just hope that the IVF comes fast.
Has anyone else been through this?