Oh its so great to get it of my chest, most of my friends are single and dont understand, tey think im being stupid and caty, my few friends with men seemingly are happy, but people only know wat you tell them , some people think me and andrew are the perfect couple, happy and always get on, bu then again thats what i want them to think, my mums great to moan to, shes been where most of us are but prob worse, i have an older half sis to my mum and 2 older half sis and a brother to my dad and a twin, my dads x was a mental case, and his kids are equally as mental, have screwd my whole family over on more than a few times...atually looking at what my dads x and his daughters have done to our familt makes me thnk my probs are tiny, my mum is superstrong though... sorry about my spelling but its hard to see the keys from lying down and im not a great typer