1 yr after miscarriage?

Ok, so am asking for some advice here, and calling on those with previous experience.

We are thick and fast coming up to the 1 yr anniversary of the miscarriage, and I really want to know, did you get a bout of depression around that time? I had been fine but i don't know what's happening at the mo, Whether it's all the constant mornings and lack of sleep catching up with me, or if it's all the other crap that happened last year coming back, i'm finding it hard to bond with the girls again, Get the anxiety attacks again over nothing - especially being alone at home, mostly i am ok, but i feel like i go to bed at night with the worry that tomorrow i'll wake up feeling the same, or that i'll wake in the middle of the night feeling like it. I have started going to bed earlier to try and make up for the fact i'm on early morning shifts all the time but wake up feeling like from the get-go my body's wired and hasn't been to sleep, I feel like i just want a big big hug, but know that i'm kinda pushing mike away at the moment which i don't want to do.

Tell me this happened to you and it will go away. I was going along pretty ok for a while there, but now just feel unhappy as soon as i'm alone.

I think that if I wasn't pregnant right now I would seriously be a bit depressed and upset too about my upcoming anniversary.
I think thats why I am so damn scared about my 12week scan in 10 days *easter tuesday* because I am afraid it will be history repeating itself, just a month earlier and a year later.
Hang in there chicky - it is such a rollercoaster of emotions, and for me, it doesn't help when DH says that I need to 'move on'... it's different for him, cos it wasn't actually him that was carrying the baby and lost it.

i was like you both...pregnant fortunately i had had my scan(3 actually) but was still freaked out..was about 15 weeks.. and being pregnant made it better and worse i think.. i thought i was fine till the anniversary and realised i wasnt.. but it got easier after that..though was still terrified of him dying right up until after delivery (when having the c section and him not breathe made me stress much worse:(!!!!!

Janine! Hope you feel better soon!!!