its happening again
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Forum Name: Life After Miscarriage
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Topic: its happening again
Posted By: Kazzle
Subject: its happening again
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 11:27am
Just got my lastest bloods back and they have dropped from 180-102 and doctors said that within the next day or so i should start bleeding. I am so gutted, and they cant tell me why this keeps happening...i cant keep doing this, its too hard ------------- http://lilypie.com"> 
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Posted By: kobec
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 11:35am
Oh my goodness kazzle, I am so sorry to hear that!! HUGE  to you and your DH. That just isn't fair.
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Posted By: fattartsrock
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 11:40am
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OMG I'm so sorry, Kaz, that sucks big time. Big hugs to you. ------------- The Honest Un PC Parent of 2, usually stuck in the naughty corner! :P |
Posted By: .Mel
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 11:47am
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OMG that's so not fair. Thinking of you. Take care ------------- Mr Mellow (16) Miss Attitude (8) Destructa Kid (3) 
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Posted By: kezplanet
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 11:51am
Hun I am so sorry to read this, & of course nothing I can say will make it any eaiser  ------------- Kerryn, Mum to Ashlyn(29/3/04), Anastasia(1/11/05) & Abigail (24/02/09) |
Posted By: BaAsKa
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 12:14pm
oh hun! thats terrible!!! i hope things pick up for you soon!
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Posted By: ElfsMum
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 12:48pm
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oh that is awful:( big hugs to you:( ------------- Mum to two amazing boys! |
Posted By: peanut butter
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 1:05pm
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Oh, that sucks. Big hugs to you, life can be so unfair sometimes.
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Posted By: aimeejoy
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 1:31pm
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Aww Kaz, I am so sorry to hear this. It just sucks and I really wish you didnt have to keep going through this... Hugest hugs and if you need anything, you know we are all here. Take care. ------------- Aimee Hannah 22/10/05 Greer 11/02/08 |
Posted By: Bumble
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 1:39pm
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Oh Kaz, I am in tears!!!!
Big hugs to you. ------------- formerly known as "Bee" Ethan ~ March 2003 Big 6 year old school boy! Micah ~ Aug 2008 ~ Smiley pants who loves telephones! |
Posted By: Maya
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 1:49pm
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Big hugs Kaz, that is SO unfair!
Will they do more testing now to see if they can pin down any more reasons for the recurrent m/cs? -------------  Maya Grace (28/02/03)
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The Gremlins:Sienna Marie & Mercedes Kailah (14/10/06)
Lil miss:Chiara Louise Chloe (09/07/08)
Her ladyship:Rosalia Sophie Anais (18/06/12)
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Posted By: yummymummy
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 1:52pm
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Oh noooo! I'm so so sad to be reading this - I was really happy for you when I first read you were expecting. Big big hugs ------------- http://lilypie.com">  http://lilypie.com">
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Posted By: Freesia
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 2:06pm
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I'm so sorry Kazzle. Big big hugs to you -------------  
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Posted By: cuppatea
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 2:19pm
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I'm so sorry, it is just so unfair. I hope the docs are able to pinpoint a reason for you, I don't know how you manage to cope going through this. ------------- 
 
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Posted By: Kazzle
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 2:55pm
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Thanks guys, We are now just playing the waiting game, (waiting for the bleeding to start) and I will be doing more bloods on wednesday, and if nothing has happened by then i think i will be asking for a scan, and well yeah not sure really.
I think its time for us to go see a fertility specialist, as the doctor at the hospital just told me to keep trying, (it will happen she said) im almost 34 and i dont want to keep going through this...Hell i dont even know how im going to cope next time ------------- http://lilypie.com">
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Posted By: susieq
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 2:55pm
| Big hugs Kaz, I hope they do more testing too for you and that maybe the results will go up again or is that unlikely |
Posted By: arohanui
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 3:16pm
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Kaz that sucks, I'm so sorry ------------- Mama to DS1 (5 years), DS2 (3 years) and... http://alterna-tickers.com" rel="nofollow"> 
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Posted By: caraMel
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 4:04pm
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Oh Kaz, how awful for you, we all know how much you want this baby! Thinking of you ------------- Mel, Mummy to E: 6, B: 4 and: 
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Posted By: NikkiB
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 4:20pm
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I'm so sorry to hear this and to read that you have already gone through other mc.
My thoughts are with you and your DH ------------- A very lucky mummy to two gorgeous boys: RB 3/10/2008 JB 29/12/2009 |
Posted By: jack_&_charli
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 4:23pm
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oh kaz i'm so sorry hun!! i had tears in my eyes when i saw your topic posted in the list
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Posted By: Kazzle
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 4:26pm
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thanks guys, ive started to get quite sore on my right handside, feels like it does when af is going to start, i am so hoping for a natural miscarriage, it took so long after the dnc for my body to come right.
To be honest i am an absoulte mess, i felt so good about this pregnancy and to have the rug pulled out from underneath me has really hurt. I am goin to ring the fertility specialist on monday and go from there. ------------- http://lilypie.com">
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Posted By: james
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 4:31pm
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awww hun i,m soo sorry big big hugs ------------- <a href="http://lilypie.com"><img src="http://b4.lilypie.com/nLJ5p13.png" alt="Lilypie 4th Birthday Ticker" border="0" /></a> |
Posted By: mummy_becks
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 6:28pm
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Oh Kaz that bites big time ------------- I was a puree feeder, forward facing, cot sleeping, pram pushing kind of Mum... and my kids survived! |
Posted By: Kazzle
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 6:38pm
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i do too, but well yeah, im just going to go on with things and see what wednesday brings ------------- http://lilypie.com">
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Posted By: Kels
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 6:43pm
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Posted By: EmDee
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 8:09pm
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I'm so sorry Kaz ------------- DS 8 DD 6 DS 4 DD 2 |
Posted By: AnnC
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 8:32pm
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awww hun I didn't realise you were pregnant again but so sad. Hugs to you and your family ------------- Ann 
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Posted By: Mazzy
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 8:33pm
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Oh Kazzle. I'm so sorry to read this. I don't know what to say except my heart goes out to you and your DH. ------------- Mum to two gorgeous girls! |
Posted By: katie1
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 8:36pm
| I am SO sorry Kaz. That just sucks so much. I am really gutted for you. Sending you the hugest hugs. |
Posted By: floss
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 9:01pm
| Huge hugs hon, that is horrible |
Posted By: nictoddie
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 9:35pm
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Man Kaz that sucks, I have tears in my eyes I was so excited for you , I have a friend who is going through something very similar and has had all sorts of issues getting preggers, she had a scan today and was told that the sac has not grown had one 11 days ago and was 5 weeks she is measure 5 weeks 4 days today so not looking good for her either, man it sucks big hugs hun ------------- 
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Posted By: Rachael21
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 9:58pm
| Oh I'm so sorry Kazzle thats just not fair I was so happy for you guys. Hopefully you get some answers and its something really easy to fix. |
Posted By: mylilmosaic
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 10:20pm
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so sorry to hear this kazzle, was excited for you when you got your bfp!! hugs to you and your family
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Posted By: Shezamumof3
Date Posted: 11 January 2008 at 10:57pm
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Aww Kaz, I really hope that everything turns out ok and the baby sticks, this is just so not fair on you and your DH. I am hoping for the best for you and am sending all my positive vibes your way, and if you do m/c you know that we are all here for you ------------- |
Posted By: Leelee
Date Posted: 12 January 2008 at 12:00am
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Oh Kazzle, my heart goes out to you and your DH, big hugs to you ------------- http://lilypie.com" rel="nofollow"> 
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Posted By: tropics
Date Posted: 12 January 2008 at 8:38am
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hugs Kaz Im so sorry to hear that I really hope that its been some kind of mistake, thinking of you ------------- http://lilypie.com">    [/url]
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Posted By: Millie1976
Date Posted: 12 January 2008 at 9:17am
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Hugs to you and my thoughts are with you. ------------- Sebastien 2 years old Olivier 3 3/4 years old |
Posted By: noodle
Date Posted: 12 January 2008 at 9:23am
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oh hun i'm so so sorry! ------------- http://lilypie.com"> 
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Posted By: Kazzle
Date Posted: 12 January 2008 at 9:48am
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Well here i am sitting here, with a sore back and feeling really sick and nothing is happening, mum said to me there is always a little bit of hope, but i had to remind her with my last miscarriage i didnt even know bubs had died at 6wks until i had the scan, i still had all signs and symptoms...so now i think i am going to have to wait until wednesday for the bloods and demand a scan and go from there...i am such an emotional wreck at the moment, there is nothing anyone can do.
I feel like i am letting kent down and i cant seem to hold my babies, and i know in my heart of hearts that im not, but its just so hard. ------------- http://lilypie.com">
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Posted By: Kels
Date Posted: 12 January 2008 at 10:10am
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Posted By: yummymummy
Date Posted: 12 January 2008 at 11:13am
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Big big hugs, so so sorry this is happening again ------------- http://lilypie.com"> http://lilypie.com">
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Posted By: lizzle
Date Posted: 12 January 2008 at 12:36pm
| that sucks kaz. i was really hoping that this was a "bump" rather than a new topic and was so gutted for you to realise it wasn't. Big hugs to you, Kent and Rhiannon. |
Posted By: mum2emj
Date Posted: 12 January 2008 at 1:25pm
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im so sorry kaz
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Posted By: nictoddie
Date Posted: 12 January 2008 at 4:05pm
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it's not your fault sweet... -------------
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Posted By: Bubbaloo
Date Posted: 12 January 2008 at 7:38pm
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Awww Kaz I'm so sorry to hear that to you and your family. ------------- http://lilypie.com" rel="nofollow">  Was danni-chick Mum to James My Angel 28/07/08 |
Posted By: ginger
Date Posted: 13 January 2008 at 9:12am
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I'm so very sorry Kazzle
Go and see a specialist and get the ball rolling. I don't think the person at the hospital was right, telling you to wait it out. ------------- Cuinn Lachlan 23.1.09 - 22:00 Antonia Helene 4.8.11 - 09:41 |
Posted By: Snickerdoodle
Date Posted: 13 January 2008 at 10:19am
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I'm sorry Kazzle. Such sad news. But remember it's not your fault. I'm sure Kent is more worried about you than losing the baby. Look after yourself. I hope to see some positive action being taken soon. XOX ------------- 
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Posted By: Leahsmummy
Date Posted: 13 January 2008 at 6:38pm
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Oh im so sorry to hear of your lose Keep your head up (easy said then done i no). And its not ur fault at all.
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Posted By: lizzle
Date Posted: 13 January 2008 at 8:53pm
| This may not be any help, but i find when i am beating myself about things, i think "if my best friend came and said this to me, what would I say?" - and it helps me find another perspective. hope this makes sense |
Posted By: busymum
Date Posted: 13 January 2008 at 9:10pm
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Kaz I was so hoping that this was a bumped thread and to find out yet another m/c for you!!!! I'm so sorry!
Once you've had whatever time you need, I hope you go see a specialist about things. It seems you need a better plan (than your previous doctor gave you) and probably close monitoring in your next pregnancy too. Big hugs Kazzle ------------- |
Posted By: Kazzle
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 7:28am
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i am so so so tired, and stressed, im not sleeping and if i didnt have Rhiannon i probably wouldnt have gotten out of bed.
I woke up this morning with full blown morning sickness, what the hell is up with that, my body is giving me no signs of letting go. edited to add ....I just had a shower and almost ended up in tears cos the water on my boobs hurt so much. so plan of action today is to go do some hcg bloods and then talk to the hospital doctor about a scan, and i need to know for sure, i cant handle many more days like this, i HATE HATE HATE feeling like this, i cant even manage a proper smile for anyone. and even though its only been too days, i am so sick of the "oh you look tired," or "you dont look very happy" comments, im too tired to even cry anymore. Im sorry girls and guys im just ranting its about the only thing i can do at the moment ------------- http://lilypie.com">
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Posted By: tropics
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 7:42am
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big hugs Kazzle
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Posted By: Bumble
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 10:12am
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Rant away!!! Thats what this board is about.
I feel for you Kaz. Good luck today with getting bloods done and DEMAND that scan!!! Hugest Hugs. |
Posted By: Kazzle
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 10:21am
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had bloods done, result should be back by midday, if havent heard from the hospital by then will be ringing them again ------------- http://lilypie.com">
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Posted By: BaAsKa
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 10:44am
| i hope its good news for you kazzle! iv heard some lovely stories lately about up and down HCGs and healthy bubs! lots and lots of lucky dust thrown your way!!!:::.... |
Posted By: my2angels
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 11:31am
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Posted By: kobec
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 11:38am
Far out kazzle. I am hoping this turns around for you I can't even imagine what you must be going thru at the moment. I totally agree with Bee in getting that scan. HUGEST HUGS TO YOU. And as for those comments from people.....Agggggggggrrrrrr is all I can say.
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Posted By: mummy_becks
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 12:17pm
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I so hope that the results are good for you today Kaz. Hopefully you get a scan very soon too. ------------- I was a puree feeder, forward facing, cot sleeping, pram pushing kind of Mum... and my kids survived! |
Posted By: fattartsrock
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 1:45pm
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gently bumping up for Kazzle. Thinking of you xx ------------- The Honest Un PC Parent of 2, usually stuck in the naughty corner! :P |
Posted By: Shezamumof3
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 1:46pm
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Oh kaz Im so anxious for you! But from your symptoms, it sounds like things are fine!? I REALLY REALLY hope that ur bloods are good! And that they give you a scan, they really should give you one cos its not nice not knowing what your body is doing. ------------- |
Posted By: Kazzle
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 1:57pm
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Okay so just heard from the hospital and im not pregnant, my hormone levels have dropped from 102 on friday to 61 today.
they have said that i just have to wait for my period to arrive, was told that becasue my levels were low to start with that there wont be really anything there to expel. I asked about still feeling pregnant and was told that they thought my body was just a bit behind in itself, and that i had to do another test tuesday week, and if i hadnt started bleeding by then, then they would do a scan. So yeah, now its just waiting for my body to get back to normal...who knows, maybe what ive been feeling is ovulation pain and i will fall pregnant without getting a period back...argghh wishful thinking ------------- http://lilypie.com">
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Posted By: Mazzy
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 2:00pm
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I've been thinking of you all day today Kazzle, I'm so sorry to hear that you've received that confirmation, but glad that you now know what is going on a bit better rather than waiting and being stressed. You and your DH are in my thoughts. ------------- Mum to two gorgeous girls! |
Posted By: Shezamumof3
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 2:01pm
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Oh Kaz Im so sorry! Are you feeling a bit better now that you know whats going on? ------------- |
Posted By: fattartsrock
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 2:12pm
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thats just weird. Big hugs to you xxx ------------- The Honest Un PC Parent of 2, usually stuck in the naughty corner! :P |
Posted By: Kazzle
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 2:22pm
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bascially i have had what they call a chemical pregnancy, which means that there was never a baby there to start with apparently, but it still tricks yah body, so just need my hormone levels to get back to normal and go from there
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Posted By: aimeejoy
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 2:24pm
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Awwww Kaz I'm really sorry Take care... ------------- Aimee Hannah 22/10/05 Greer 11/02/08 |
Posted By: mummy_becks
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 2:41pm
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Awww Kaz that really and truely does bite ------------- I was a puree feeder, forward facing, cot sleeping, pram pushing kind of Mum... and my kids survived! |
Posted By: Kazzle
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 2:44pm
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funnily enough now that i know this, and know where i am, i dont feel like im in such a bad head space, and i can just get on with things, knowing that within the next week hopefully my period will start and we can go from there.
Thankyou all so much for all your support, you have all helped me through this dark time over the past few days, and i just know that when i do get a sticky bean that he/she will have loads of dotting aunties and uncles edited to add I have just spoken to the fertility specialists and on their suggestion am seeing my doctor tomorrow to get a referral with all my info in it about my miscarriages etc, and its only 2-3 week waiting list. ------------- http://lilypie.com">
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Posted By: Henna79
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 3:25pm
hey Kaz, I'm so happy that now you kinda know whats been going on and are starting to feel better. I hope that the fert experts help ya like they did us 
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Posted By: tropics
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 3:38pm
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thats great news kaz that your going to see a specialist im sure they will be able to help you and you will be in the best possible hands ------------- http://lilypie.com"> [/url]
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Posted By: yummymummy
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 4:28pm
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I'm so so sorry Kaz. Hope the specialist will have some answers for you. Big big hugs ------------- http://lilypie.com"> http://lilypie.com">
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Posted By: emachan
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 7:03pm
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Kaz - as I have said in my PM I am so gutted about your news, good news though about the referral to the specialists, hoping they will get you sorted asap! ------------- http://lilypie.com" rel="nofollow">  DD#1 Sept 08 DD#2 Oct 09 |
Posted By: Aprilfools
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 7:23pm
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So sorry Kazzle.
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Posted By: busymum
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 8:47pm
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Posted By: mum2matte
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 9:49pm
| Sooooo sorry Kazzle. I hope that even through this you can stay positive and start with the specialists, I am so pleased the waiting time is nice and short for you, but all all the same big hugs. |
Posted By: nictoddie
Date Posted: 14 January 2008 at 10:39pm
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Posted By: Kazzle
Date Posted: 15 January 2008 at 7:35am
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I cant believe it, i have been given so much conflicting and wrong information, no wonder my head has been done in, in the past few days.
I spoke to my doctor last night and he said me that there was no way that i could have gotten this far along and there not be something there, and he was right, cos this morning i passed my baby angel. At least now i know where i am at, and that things are progressing and there is no more waiting. It has been a very confusing and very hard past few days and I can not thank you guys enough for all your support. ------------- http://lilypie.com">
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Posted By: ElfsMum
Date Posted: 15 January 2008 at 8:48am
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to you Kazzle.. how horrible that you are getting told a lot of different things:( What a horrible last week for you... not sure what to say except thinking of you and big ------------- Mum to two amazing boys! |
Posted By: Andie
Date Posted: 15 January 2008 at 9:26am
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Kaz, hugest of huge hugs to you and Kent. I'm so sorry that you have to go through this - none of it is in any way your 'fault', you know. Man, life can be cruel sometimes.
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Posted By: Kazzle
Date Posted: 15 January 2008 at 12:26pm
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thanks guys, although i am in a lot of pain cramping wise, its still no heavier than my period would be, and we are just glad that my body has gone naturally, which we feel is a good sign.
I am feeling a lot better emotionally today, as i know excatly what is happening...off to see my doctor this afternoon to get the ball rolling ------------- http://lilypie.com">
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Posted By: kezplanet
Date Posted: 15 January 2008 at 12:46pm
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thinking of you ------------- Kerryn, Mum to Ashlyn(29/3/04), Anastasia(1/11/05) & Abigail (24/02/09) |