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I’m Worried..

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Category: Support
Forum Name: Living with Post Natal Depression
Forum Description: Around one in ten NZ mothers will be diagnosed with PND in the first year of their babies life. Find support and encouragement and share ideas for coping here.
URL: https://www.ohbaby.co.nz/forum/forum_posts.asp?TID=19693
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Topic: I’m Worried..
Posted By: Bumble
Subject: I’m Worried..
Date Posted: 01 August 2008 at 9:29am
So..

My history with PND is:

Went on meds (Aropax) with Ethan when he was a year old. (Should have gone on them sooner but didn't want to *admit* that I needed help)
Slowly progressed my way up dosages
I ended up on 2 tabs a day

Weaned myself off them Oct 2006 (Wow that long ago... I had forgotten..)

What worries me at the moment:

I have been exploding (and I mean *exploding*) over stupid things
Lots of tears and tantrums
I dont feel that I *like* this baby. Actually I resent him.. I cant sleep, I'm sore, everything hurts and I am just plain OVER being pregnant. I want this THING out.

It scares me t refer to this baby as a "thing".

DH was p*ssing me off the other night and I could have quite happily stabbed him with a pen. Irrational and disgusting, I know.

I am worried..

How will I be when bubs is born?

Is this all just stupid pregnancy hormones mixed in with extreme tiredness and soreness??

Should I go onto anti d's as soon as bubss is born?? Or wait for the sh*t to hit the fan (if it does..??)

I was looking forward to meeting bubs a couple of weeks ago, but now I have no interest.. Just want this thing out.




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formerly known as "Bee"

Ethan ~ March 2003 Big 6 year old school boy!
Micah ~ Aug 2008 ~ Smiley pants who loves telephones!



Replies:
Posted By: Paws
Date Posted: 01 August 2008 at 9:55am
Sweetie if I was you I'd be getting in and talking to your dr now...there are options for meds you can take while pregnant and it would be a lot better to do something now that wait for the kaka to hit the ventilation system!

Big hugs to you babe...as I just said on another thread...there must be something in the air or weather...seems like a lot of us are suffering relapses.

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Posted By: jack_&_charli
Date Posted: 01 August 2008 at 10:13am
i agree with paws.......go talk to the dr now hun rather than wait for it to get worse


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Posted By: mummy_becks
Date Posted: 01 August 2008 at 12:29pm

Yep I agree go in and see you dr now to talk about it.



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I was a puree feeder, forward facing, cot sleeping, pram pushing kind of Mum... and my kids survived!



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