I have been with my husband for nine years in total .
I love him so much till this day but he recently up and left and I dont know what to do he said hes not coming back I dont feel I should have to live without him we have three kids together and we are olny twenty three years old'
He always lies and has been caught out so many times and cheats alot as well. I feel he is not as into me as I am into him but Im scared to be single without him Im so use to having him in my life but I cant trust him at all